Hey people. It's been such a looong time since i last posted. Sorry. Dun worry, i haven't gotten abducted by aliens or anything. Just didn't feel like blogging recently. But now that i'm back, i'm gonna give you guys an update onthis week so far. The last week of school holidays.
Monday: Morning, 8.30a.m. Had netball training in school. Rushed home. Bathed, had lunch. Rushed to Vivo to catch the monorail to sentosa. Went for class outing. (Duh.) It was pretty much a good day. Didin't get home till 8. But it was fun. Except that PRISCILLA YOU LIED TO ME. LOL. Not that i didn't know he wouldn't be going, but still.
Tuesday: Pretty slack day, actually. Stayed at home. Finished my holiday homework at last. (Except for the projects, but that's not really my fault.) Boring day, to tell the truth.
Wednesday: Morning was slack. Basically i slept till kinda late. And in the afternoon there was supposed to be a match. I went. To kallang. (Do you have any idea how far that is?) Only to find that it was raining heavily. (Really. Couldn't even see the road in front of you in the car. That bad.) And the match was postponed. We stayed there for awhile, did some warm-up. Was drenched. Then went home. LOL. Kinda wasted half a day there.
Thursday: Which was yesterday. And it was the worst day of the week so far. It started off pretty normally. I was gonna do math project at JE library with KL and SX. Morning was slack. I woke up kinda sorta late, as usual. Slacked around at home for awhile.
Went out for lunch. Miscalculated the time and thought i was gonna be late for the 1pm meeting. Then KL SMSed me, saying he can only make it at 1.30pm. Fine. SX was going at 2.
Took my time with lunch. Got to the library 15 mins early. Grabbed a book to read while waiting.
1.30pm came and went. (Where was KL?!) Got a SMS from him. Asked me if SX reached. No, he hadn't. Told me he was only gonna come when SX reached. LOL. *shrugged, went back to book*
2pm came and went. (Where was SX?!) SMSed him. Told me his parents dun let him go out. No, not even for project. (WTH?! I so wished i wasn't in the library. You can't scream in frustration in the library.)
Told KL that SX wasn't coming. KL told me might as well dun do. Fine. Gave him that paper and lent him my math worksheet. Said meet on sunday. Die die must finish.
Now what? Couldn't go home, 'cause no-one's home and i dun have the keys. So i stayed in the library. Until 5pm. That was 4 whole hours of my day WASTED. And i got stood up. Twice. By two guys. What. The. Hell.
Went home. Did the sketch for the math crap. Emo-ed. (Why the hell did i do that? Idiot.) Went to bed. Couldn't sleep. Thought about alot. Basically, emo-ed.
Friday (that is, today): Did some calculations for math in the morning. Realised my sketch was wrong, so had to redo. Lunch. Went to school for training. Sucked. Didn't focus and stuff. Why? Emo. Those 3 letters seem to pop up everyday.
That's the week so far. 2 more days till the end of holidays. Can i make it through, unscathed? (Literal meaning. Go figure out yourself.) Hopefully. Tomorrow having match. ENL. (Hope i can focus.) Then movie with primary school friends. (I really want it to take my mind off things.) Sunday math project. HK's house. KL's not going. So it's just me and the 2 DotA-obsessed guys. Yay. Wonderful. I'll be happy just to pass this project. (Please, mrs choy, take pity on me...) LOL.
And here's a short quiz from pris's blog. (I know i'm ripping lotsa stuff off her. Sorry pris.)
1. What is the thing you want most?
I dun wanna post it. I couldn't possibly.
2. What is on your mind now?
How sharp a pen-knife is. (Kidding. Really.)
3. What type of people do you hate the most?
People who make me wait for ages and dun comein the end. AND DUN APOLOGISE.
4. Will you cherish your friendships?
Duh.
5. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes.
6. How long is your longest friendship?
I dunno. A couple of years.
7. How do you want your friendship to be like?
Trusting. No more secrets. I'm sick of keeping secrets.
8. What is your favourite hobby?
Reading. Or when i'm particularly emo...running. LOL.
9. What country do you want to go most?
I dunno... US? Or japan.
10. Who will you go to if you feel low one day?
SX. OR maybe pris.
11. If you have three wishes, what will it be?
We live in Singapore, not Arabia. I'm willing to not have the answers ready on the off-chance that i met a genie in a bottle.
12. What will you do if your best friend is trying to get your crush?
Fight for him. Duh. But only if he likes me. If not... Just let my friend have him.
13. What will you do if you have a time travel machine?
Um. Go back to a particular day in April. 1st April, if i'm not wrong. Or class outing in March.
14. Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
Nah. Too time-consuming.
That's all. Kinda long post, huh? LOL. I'll try to post more frequently. (Key word being "try".)
Later.
Friday, June 20
Wednesday, June 11
More quizzes. God, i really must be bored. (No-lifer)
Yo. I'm back with the 100-question quiz. Abit later than i planned though. And one other quiz. Courtesy of priscilla's blog. *smiles*
1. What's the connection between you and the last person who called you?
I can't even remember WHO last called me.
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Um, at night? 'Cause there isn't any point in leaving my phone on when i'm sleeping and can't possibly use it.
3. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was slacking.
4. When did you last cry?
Sheesh. No need for anyone to know this right?
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
What CAN you eat with peanut butter?
6. What do you want in your life now?
Lotsa stuff, none of which is even remotely possible.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Depending. But i'd rather walk in the rain.
8. What's your favourite thing you have on your bed?
Me? Nah, kidding.
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
FBTs. LOL.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
You dun need to know. See, this is why i can't leave my phone lying around. People like to read my SMSes. Screw them.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Um. I dun think it's my fault alone. Both parties should take responsibility for it.
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from somebody?
Nuh-uh. Do i look like i need to?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Uh, 'Shutter' during class outing in March? LOL.
14. What are you proud of?
Uh. Me being able to balance time between studies and CCA. Ha. (I get that alot.)
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Just happy that you're over it. (From Shao Xun. You won't wanna know the details. It was a looong time ago.)
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
17. Do you have any nickname? What are they?
Yeah duh. Fishball, YY, psychopath, yogi...(the last one was from Darren Yang. Grr.)
18. What does your last received message say? Who was it from?
Clycling. But that's scrapped now. (From Shao Xun. And why am i even answering this?!)
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11pm. But i was thinking for an hour or so.
20. Are you currently happy?
Not really. I'm screwed.
21. Who gives you the best advice?
Myself. No, joking. A toss-up between Shao Xun and Priscilla. (See, the question was who gives the best advice, not who i'd listen to.)
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I dun even like whipped cream.
23. Who did you talk with on the phone last night?
Uh. Jerian, Jeremy, Hong Kai. No, not at the same time.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
The fact that i'm screwed? And that it's week 3 of the holidays and i haven't done anything about math project.
25. Who/What was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Uh. The netballers. When we were having training.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
What the hell is that?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
No one. I haven't had a missed call in a long time.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Uh huh. 'Cause i'm so devoted sometimes.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Uh. Arrogance and superiority.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?As of now?
Um. I dunno if it's a crush...
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NO. WAY.
32. What is the colour of your room?
Pale yellow, pal orange. 'Cause the fengshui guy said i should paint it that color.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No. I'd rather kill that person 'cause i feel like it.
34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
Not really. Though sometimes saying it really just ain't enough. (Shan't be too explicit here. Ahem.)
35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
Me. Alone. Duh.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Dunno. Can't remember.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I kissed someone?
38. Do you have a life?
No. If i did, i wouldn't be doing this quiz.
39. Have you ever think of someone who died when they really didn't?
Sometimes. That's really scary.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I have a profile song?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Um... Saying would be obvious.
42. When was the last time you smiled?
Forgot. Sometime today, i suppose.
43. Have you changed this year?
Uh huh. More confident, manage time better and stuff. Courtesy of someone.
44. What are you listening to right now?
My mom watching TV in the living room. Some drama serial, by the sounds of it.
45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Does SMSing count?
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open. Same as when i lie.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Not really.
48. Do you want someone you can't have?
Currently? Nope.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Uh huh. Piano. But i dun like to show off. (Unlike some people.)
50. What was the worst idea you had in a week?
Gee, i dunno. Maybe it was "putting the projects off till week 3". Or that thing about the stabbings in Japan. Or maybe it was doing this quiz.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Going to bed.
52. Are you happy with your love life now?
Um. Saying yes/ no to this question would meani actually have a love life. So i'm not gonna answer this question.
53. What song describe your love life?
Uh, same as above.
54. Does the person know you like him/her?
Yeah duh. Same for last few times.
55. Who always make you laugh?
You mean in general or specifically? I think KL.
56. Do you speak other languages other than English?
Chinese. 'Cause i'm Chinese. Duh.
57. Are you blond?
Uh, no? Me = totally Asian. And didn't dye hair either.
58. What is your middle name?
I have a middle name?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Math project at Hong Kai's house. Only good point being i'll finally get to see his house.
60. What do you think you are like?
Hmm. Good question. Attention-seeking emo?
61. Who would you choose to die with?
No one. No point having someone die with you.
62. Where have you been today?
School. CCA. Duh.
63. What game do you play often?
"randomly deleting SMSes from my phone". LOL. Kidding.
64. Who are you missing right now?
Guess. Pretty obvious. (And i'm not saying anything.)
65. If you are to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
Love. If i really love that guy.
66. What are you doing right now?
Multi-tasking: SMSing and blogging.
67. Which primary school are you from?
Yuhua Primary School. And i think i just like the people, not the school really.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, pink, red. Must be hot pink. Sweet pink is sick.
69. What emotion do you like to show?
I'd like to say i'm cheerful, but i'm not really happy most of the time.
70. What is life to you?
"Life is a bed of roses - but roses have thorns."
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Tell someone and ask for advice.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
I dun even have MSN. (Yeah i know. Pathetic no-lifer.)
73. Who do you admire the most?
No one, really. I'm not one for idol worship.
74. Which month are you born in?
April.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Screwed.
76. What is the time now?
9.08pm.
77. Where are you now?
At home. Blogging.
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I didn't. But maybe light brown highlights?
79. Why are you doing this test?
'Cause i'm a no-lifer.
80. What will you do if you are moody?
Send emo SMSes. Post emo posts. Think emo thoughts. Do emo things.
81. At which age do you wish to get married?
Before 30. Duh.
82. Who is more important to you?
Um. Another one of those questions that are so damn obvious.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yeah, quite alot. Some think i'm overconfident/ arrogant. Actually, i can be quite insecure at times.
84. Who is the person you trust most?
Um. Another one of tho- forget it. I'll just answer the question. Shao Xun.
85. If you have only one day left to live, what will you do?
I dunno. Do what i've always wanted to do.
86. If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
How many times do i need to say this? It's unprintable.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Get a good enough GPA so that i can take the subject combination that i want.
88. Do you think that it's stupid to do this 100 question quiz?
Are you trying to imply that I'M stupid?!
89. What feeling do you love most?
Love.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
I dunno. Maybe you could stick a thermometer into the Earth and find out.
91. What is the feeling you hate the most?
Emo/ sucidal. (It's the same thing for me.)
92. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Uh huh. Duh.
93. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes.
94. Who cares for you the most?
I dunno. Politically correct answer would be my family. But i have my doubts.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Freinds. Love. Family. Oh, and studies, but that's just 'cause i wanna get a decent job next time.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Fight? I never fight.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Um. Confessing. But then again, that was the best thing that happened. So...whatever.
98. What will you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Sad, i suppose. How would i know? I never felt that way before.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Um. Can't you hear the sound of a breaking heart? LOL. "I'd be so hurt that i'd never dare to get involved in a serious relationship again."
100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak or never to be loved at all?
Love with a guarantee of heartbreak. I'd rather have loved and lost than never have been loved/ never loved before.
Next quiz...
1. Do you like your present school?
Uh. Kinda. Mostly it's just the people i like.
2. What do you want the most now?
Privacy. Can't people give me a break? I hate rumors.
3. Who is the closest person to you in your school?
Um. Obvious answer?
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Nuh-uh. They're not my friends for nothing.
5. Are you afraid of death?
Nope. Though i should be.
6. What is your goal this year?
3.6 GPA. And on the non-academic side...romance? LOL. I'm an idealist.
7. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. That, my dears, is infatuation.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Uh huh. I'd want to.
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
No. Not that i know of. But the other way round, yeah.
10. What do you enjoy doing the most?
Playing netball. Or maybe SMSing. (No wonder my SMSes always exceed.)
11. Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
I have an admirer?
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Emo-ness.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Like, that's a big fat DUH.
14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Um. My future husband?
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends. Family. Love.
16. Do you find life meaningless?
No, not most of the time, no.
17. Who do you love the most?
Can i not answer that? It's obvious, really.
18. Who do you talk to most in school?
I dunno. KL, i suppose. I sit next to the guy.
19. What are you listening to now?
TV in the living room.
20. Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
Nah, i won't.
And that's all. Hope you didn't read through all of that, 'cause you'd have to be really bored to do that.
Gotta do math project tomorrow and history the day after. Sian. But well, that's life. Maybe writing a proper post soon. And inviting loads more people. Pri sch friendsand netballers. LOL.
Later.
1. What's the connection between you and the last person who called you?
I can't even remember WHO last called me.
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Um, at night? 'Cause there isn't any point in leaving my phone on when i'm sleeping and can't possibly use it.
3. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was slacking.
4. When did you last cry?
Sheesh. No need for anyone to know this right?
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
What CAN you eat with peanut butter?
6. What do you want in your life now?
Lotsa stuff, none of which is even remotely possible.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Depending. But i'd rather walk in the rain.
8. What's your favourite thing you have on your bed?
Me? Nah, kidding.
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
FBTs. LOL.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
You dun need to know. See, this is why i can't leave my phone lying around. People like to read my SMSes. Screw them.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Um. I dun think it's my fault alone. Both parties should take responsibility for it.
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from somebody?
Nuh-uh. Do i look like i need to?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Uh, 'Shutter' during class outing in March? LOL.
14. What are you proud of?
Uh. Me being able to balance time between studies and CCA. Ha. (I get that alot.)
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Just happy that you're over it. (From Shao Xun. You won't wanna know the details. It was a looong time ago.)
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
17. Do you have any nickname? What are they?
Yeah duh. Fishball, YY, psychopath, yogi...(the last one was from Darren Yang. Grr.)
18. What does your last received message say? Who was it from?
Clycling. But that's scrapped now. (From Shao Xun. And why am i even answering this?!)
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11pm. But i was thinking for an hour or so.
20. Are you currently happy?
Not really. I'm screwed.
21. Who gives you the best advice?
Myself. No, joking. A toss-up between Shao Xun and Priscilla. (See, the question was who gives the best advice, not who i'd listen to.)
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I dun even like whipped cream.
23. Who did you talk with on the phone last night?
Uh. Jerian, Jeremy, Hong Kai. No, not at the same time.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
The fact that i'm screwed? And that it's week 3 of the holidays and i haven't done anything about math project.
25. Who/What was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Uh. The netballers. When we were having training.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
What the hell is that?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
No one. I haven't had a missed call in a long time.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Uh huh. 'Cause i'm so devoted sometimes.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Uh. Arrogance and superiority.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?As of now?
Um. I dunno if it's a crush...
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NO. WAY.
32. What is the colour of your room?
Pale yellow, pal orange. 'Cause the fengshui guy said i should paint it that color.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No. I'd rather kill that person 'cause i feel like it.
34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
Not really. Though sometimes saying it really just ain't enough. (Shan't be too explicit here. Ahem.)
35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
Me. Alone. Duh.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Dunno. Can't remember.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I kissed someone?
38. Do you have a life?
No. If i did, i wouldn't be doing this quiz.
39. Have you ever think of someone who died when they really didn't?
Sometimes. That's really scary.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I have a profile song?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Um... Saying would be obvious.
42. When was the last time you smiled?
Forgot. Sometime today, i suppose.
43. Have you changed this year?
Uh huh. More confident, manage time better and stuff. Courtesy of someone.
44. What are you listening to right now?
My mom watching TV in the living room. Some drama serial, by the sounds of it.
45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Does SMSing count?
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open. Same as when i lie.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Not really.
48. Do you want someone you can't have?
Currently? Nope.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Uh huh. Piano. But i dun like to show off. (Unlike some people.)
50. What was the worst idea you had in a week?
Gee, i dunno. Maybe it was "putting the projects off till week 3". Or that thing about the stabbings in Japan. Or maybe it was doing this quiz.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Going to bed.
52. Are you happy with your love life now?
Um. Saying yes/ no to this question would meani actually have a love life. So i'm not gonna answer this question.
53. What song describe your love life?
Uh, same as above.
54. Does the person know you like him/her?
Yeah duh. Same for last few times.
55. Who always make you laugh?
You mean in general or specifically? I think KL.
56. Do you speak other languages other than English?
Chinese. 'Cause i'm Chinese. Duh.
57. Are you blond?
Uh, no? Me = totally Asian. And didn't dye hair either.
58. What is your middle name?
I have a middle name?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Math project at Hong Kai's house. Only good point being i'll finally get to see his house.
60. What do you think you are like?
Hmm. Good question. Attention-seeking emo?
61. Who would you choose to die with?
No one. No point having someone die with you.
62. Where have you been today?
School. CCA. Duh.
63. What game do you play often?
"randomly deleting SMSes from my phone". LOL. Kidding.
64. Who are you missing right now?
Guess. Pretty obvious. (And i'm not saying anything.)
65. If you are to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
Love. If i really love that guy.
66. What are you doing right now?
Multi-tasking: SMSing and blogging.
67. Which primary school are you from?
Yuhua Primary School. And i think i just like the people, not the school really.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, pink, red. Must be hot pink. Sweet pink is sick.
69. What emotion do you like to show?
I'd like to say i'm cheerful, but i'm not really happy most of the time.
70. What is life to you?
"Life is a bed of roses - but roses have thorns."
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Tell someone and ask for advice.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
I dun even have MSN. (Yeah i know. Pathetic no-lifer.)
73. Who do you admire the most?
No one, really. I'm not one for idol worship.
74. Which month are you born in?
April.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Screwed.
76. What is the time now?
9.08pm.
77. Where are you now?
At home. Blogging.
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I didn't. But maybe light brown highlights?
79. Why are you doing this test?
'Cause i'm a no-lifer.
80. What will you do if you are moody?
Send emo SMSes. Post emo posts. Think emo thoughts. Do emo things.
81. At which age do you wish to get married?
Before 30. Duh.
82. Who is more important to you?
Um. Another one of those questions that are so damn obvious.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yeah, quite alot. Some think i'm overconfident/ arrogant. Actually, i can be quite insecure at times.
84. Who is the person you trust most?
Um. Another one of tho- forget it. I'll just answer the question. Shao Xun.
85. If you have only one day left to live, what will you do?
I dunno. Do what i've always wanted to do.
86. If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
How many times do i need to say this? It's unprintable.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Get a good enough GPA so that i can take the subject combination that i want.
88. Do you think that it's stupid to do this 100 question quiz?
Are you trying to imply that I'M stupid?!
89. What feeling do you love most?
Love.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
I dunno. Maybe you could stick a thermometer into the Earth and find out.
91. What is the feeling you hate the most?
Emo/ sucidal. (It's the same thing for me.)
92. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Uh huh. Duh.
93. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes.
94. Who cares for you the most?
I dunno. Politically correct answer would be my family. But i have my doubts.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Freinds. Love. Family. Oh, and studies, but that's just 'cause i wanna get a decent job next time.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Fight? I never fight.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Um. Confessing. But then again, that was the best thing that happened. So...whatever.
98. What will you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Sad, i suppose. How would i know? I never felt that way before.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Um. Can't you hear the sound of a breaking heart? LOL. "I'd be so hurt that i'd never dare to get involved in a serious relationship again."
100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak or never to be loved at all?
Love with a guarantee of heartbreak. I'd rather have loved and lost than never have been loved/ never loved before.
Next quiz...
1. Do you like your present school?
Uh. Kinda. Mostly it's just the people i like.
2. What do you want the most now?
Privacy. Can't people give me a break? I hate rumors.
3. Who is the closest person to you in your school?
Um. Obvious answer?
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Nuh-uh. They're not my friends for nothing.
5. Are you afraid of death?
Nope. Though i should be.
6. What is your goal this year?
3.6 GPA. And on the non-academic side...romance? LOL. I'm an idealist.
7. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. That, my dears, is infatuation.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Uh huh. I'd want to.
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
No. Not that i know of. But the other way round, yeah.
10. What do you enjoy doing the most?
Playing netball. Or maybe SMSing. (No wonder my SMSes always exceed.)
11. Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
I have an admirer?
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Emo-ness.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Like, that's a big fat DUH.
14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Um. My future husband?
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends. Family. Love.
16. Do you find life meaningless?
No, not most of the time, no.
17. Who do you love the most?
Can i not answer that? It's obvious, really.
18. Who do you talk to most in school?
I dunno. KL, i suppose. I sit next to the guy.
19. What are you listening to now?
TV in the living room.
20. Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
Nah, i won't.
And that's all. Hope you didn't read through all of that, 'cause you'd have to be really bored to do that.
Gotta do math project tomorrow and history the day after. Sian. But well, that's life. Maybe writing a proper post soon. And inviting loads more people. Pri sch friendsand netballers. LOL.
Later.
Monday, June 9
This is such a total rip-off
I'm bored today. Nothing much to talk about. So i'm gonna do some quizzes instead. Yay.
(10) firsts
first best friend : Uh. This guy in primary school. Can't remember the name.
first pet : Haven't had a pet. Dun plan on getting one in the near future.
first piercing : Dun have. Yet.
first crush : Um. My P1 best friend. LOL.
first CD : I'm thinking Linkin Park.
first car : Hotwheels. If that's even counted.
first stuffed animal : Um... This cute dog thing.
first love : You probably dun need to know that...
first place called home : Bukit Batok (before i moved to JE)
(9) lasts
last beverage : Milk. I know, i'm healthy.
last car ride : Uh, just nowwhen my mom drove me to the mall?
last movie seen : Oh. I need to think... Nope, can't remember.
last phone call : KL. Feeling pissed with him now. (Wasted 15 mins of my time!)
last song you listened to : Whatsername by Green Day
last bubble bath : Never had one.
last time you cried : Monday night. Dun ask.
last thing you ate : Chocolate. *smiles*
last bad thing you did : Shopping. And spending lotsa money.
(8) have you evers
have you ever dated one of your best friend : No. But since i dun exactly have many guy best friends...
have you ever been arrested : No. What do you take me for, some kinda juvenile delinquent?
have you been skinny dipped : What the hell is that!?
have you ever been on a limo : Yeah. In my dreams.
have you ever cheated : Dun remember. (And even if i did, i wouldn't be telling.)
have you ever been in love : Um...Yeah.
have you ever been in a car accident : Nope.
have you ever broken a bone : Nuh-uh.
(7) things you are wearing
A red shirt. Black shorts. Specs. Jacket. (Wait, that's only 4?!)
(6) things you've done today
Netball training. Waited for KL at JE. Went home and had lunch. Showered. Went shopping for clothes. Blogging.
(5) favourite things
Friends. Reading. SMSing. Family. Music.
(4) people you tell almost everything to
Shao Xun. Um...Priscilla? (Though not really EVERYTHING. Sorry pris.) Gosh, there doesn't seem to be anyone else.
(3) choices
black or white : Black. (But i'm not really that dark and gloomy...)
hot or cold : Cold. 'Cause you'd have the excuse to ask for a hug. =)
chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate. Duh. Who in their right mind would choose vanilla?!
(2) things you want to do before you die
Marry the guy i love. Get rich. Duh.
(1) thing you regret
Not being bolder.
Here's another one:
1. At what age do you want to get married?
I should hope that it happens before i'm 30. Else i'd rather be single.
2. What do you want to do most now?
Teleport...somewhere. Like, you know. In 'Jumper'.
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Um. The person who trusts me the most?
4. Are you happy with your current life?
Well...I can think of a million ways it could improve, but right now? Yeah, more or less.
5. If you can have a dream come true, what is it?
I told you, it's unprintable.
6. If you can have another dream come true, what will it be?
To have everyone else's dreams to come true. Except for any that will contradict mine. Ha.
7. What are you afraid of now?
Nothing, really. And even if i WAS afraid of something, i wouldn't say. That'll be my weakness, the chink in my armour out in the open. Not happening. (Paranoid, i know. But you can't really blame me.)
8. Who do you cherish the most?
People who care about me. No, not those who pretend to care. I'm sure whoever they are, they have a pretty good idea.
9. If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
If it complicates our current relationship (friends, acquaintances, whatever), no. I'm not making the same mistake twice.
10. How would you spend 200 bucks if you have to?
That's rather little... LOL. I think i'd go for a meal. Something expensive, with a couple of friends. Then go shopping with whatever's left. (Yes, it occurred to me that i could save it. No, i'm not gonna go against my principle of "spend first, talk later".)
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love me. Care for me. Trust me. (Come to think of it, he must be trustworthy too. At least to me.)
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Petty people. Irritating people. People who break promises. People who have bad attitude and do nothing about it.
13. Do you cherish every single one of your relationships?
Yeah. Very much. What's the point of a relationship if it's like, half-hearted?
14. Would you rather be alone or in a group?
I'd like people to think i'm a sociable person but most of the time? I'd rather be alone.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
Love.
16. If you get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?
Something that i've done myself. My job, maybe. I want to have earned it instead of getting it from others. (Yeah, independent, i know.)
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
You mean now? This minute? There isn't much stuff to be tried out, is there? But yeah, i think i'd try something new. I dun particularly like routines.
18. Why do you think you have friends?
It's my irresistable charm... Nah. I'm not that egoistic/ mock arrogant, whichever you prefer. Honestly? I dun know. I should think i wouldn't have any friends. Just look at the kind of person i am: some attention-seeking emo who takes every chance to be sarcastic. I wonder what my friends see in me.
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Nothing. No, seriously. I like myself just the way i am. If someone doesn't like me, tough. You either like me or you dun. And if you dun, just get the hell outta my life. I'm sure i dun need people like those around.
20. If you are dying in a day's time, what will you do?
Those things that i've always wanted to do, but couldn't? Those places i've always wanted to go to, but couldn't? Those words i always wanted to say, but haven't? Yeah. All that. Or maybe i'll live the day normally and die quietly. In some remote place. No one has to know, right? And not many would care.
21. Tag 8 people.
Nah. I shan't.
And the last quiz...
3 names you go by
- Yuyan
- Fishball (It's not my fault you people can't pronounce my name properly. It's a very cultured name okay?!)
- Psychopath (Okay, so it was only for a short while at the start of last year. Who cares. I mean, i can't think of anything else.)
3 screennames you have had
- Arya
- YY
- that girl (Fine. So i give up. I admit. Go ahead. Laugh/ spread rumors/ whatever.)
3 physical things you like about yourself
- Height
- Eyes (If you look really closely, i actually have double eyelids. Applause, please. Who would have thought?)
- Hair
3 parts of your heritage
- Height
- Temper
- Um, my character. Kinda.
3 things that scare you
- The future (Uncertainty and such. Y'know.)
- Rejection (Who can blame me?)
- Loss
3 of your everyday essentials
- Mobile phone. I seriously can't live without it. I dun understand how you people can reply SMSes after like, a day or something. One word: LAG.
- Clothes. Duh. Who doesn't need 'em? (Wait. Dun tell me. I dun wanna know.)
- My blank wall. Or armour, or pretenses or whatever you wanna call them. It ain't physical, but it's very important. How do you think i managed to get through days of emotional crap and still seem so happy? (Though i'm breaking down more often these days. Must be getting rusty.)
3 things you are wearing right now
- Pink shirt.
- White shorts.
- Red jacket.
3 of your favourite bands or musical artists
- Avril Lavigne
- Fall Out Boy
- Linkin Park (I know, you must be thinking, WTH. The girl likes these two bands?!)
3 of your favourite songs
- When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
- Me and You by Fall Out Boy (Forgot the long, long title.)
- Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park
(See a pattern?)
3 things you want in a relationship
- Love.
- Trust.
- Romantic dates. (What, i'm not allowed to be shallow and bimbo-ish for once?)
2 truths and 1 lie (in no particular order)
- I sometimes feel sucidal.
- I may be the luckiest girl in the world. (At least, that's what it is to me.)
- I'm not enthu.
3 physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you
- Shoulders.
- Hands/ arms.
- Hair.
3 of your favourite hobbies
- Reading.
- SMSing.
- Thinking and fantasizing. (I'm not saying about what.)
3 things you want to do badly right now
- SMS someone.
- Have someone SMS me.
- Um. I choose to publicise the lesser of the two evils: i wanna see someone badly.
3 careers you're considering/you've considered
- Animal rights activist (Is that even a job? And that was when i was younger and crazy about animals. Now, SO much more cynical.)
- Doctor (Maybe.)
- Teacher
3 places you want to go on vacation
- Japan (Even though i've been there before.)
- U. S. A. (More specifically, New York)
- Europe (Tour of it, which must include at least 3 different countries. *smiles*)
3 names you like
They dun HAVE to be girls' names or English names only right?
- Ryan (Sorry...)
- Miyuki (It's random. Dun ask.)
- Gaia (Anyone who have read 'Fearless' should know.)
3 things you want to do before you die
Actually there's so much stuff i wanna do... LOL.
- Get married. To my true love. (Idealist, i know.)
- Have a successful career.
- See a rainbow. (Yes, i know. And no, i haven't seen a rainbow up till now.)
3 ways you are stereotyping a boy
Wait, you talking about me or in general? I'm gonna assume it's about me, since i'm such an egoist.
- I DO NOT like wearing skirts/ dresses. In fact i dun even own a dress. LOL.
- I'm more "shuang kuai" than most. (read: not petty)
- I've never put on make-up in the whole 14 years of my life. (Until Pris decided i should, for OM. But then ZH did too.)
3 ways you are stereotyping a girl
- I "squeal over allegedly cute stuff". (Though not as much as some.)
- I take over half an hour in the bathroom every morning.
- I like shuai guys. (So unless i'm a guy who's gay, i'm most certainly a girl.)
3 celeb crushes
Sheesh.
Not everyone chooses to go crazy over some guy whom they hardly know, other than through portrayal of characters or songs. But i suppose if i must...
Daniel Radcliffe was kinda cute.
But not anymore. More's the pity. And i really can't think of anyone else i actually cared enough. Even the above mentioned actor only caught my attention 'cause of the movie contents. Not his looks or whatever.
3 people that I would like to see take this quiz
- SX (Though i doubt you'd be bored enough to do it.)
- KL (Pity he doesn't have a blog. LOL.)
- Uh. Jerian?
(10) firsts
first best friend : Uh. This guy in primary school. Can't remember the name.
first pet : Haven't had a pet. Dun plan on getting one in the near future.
first piercing : Dun have. Yet.
first crush : Um. My P1 best friend. LOL.
first CD : I'm thinking Linkin Park.
first car : Hotwheels. If that's even counted.
first stuffed animal : Um... This cute dog thing.
first love : You probably dun need to know that...
first place called home : Bukit Batok (before i moved to JE)
(9) lasts
last beverage : Milk. I know, i'm healthy.
last car ride : Uh, just nowwhen my mom drove me to the mall?
last movie seen : Oh. I need to think... Nope, can't remember.
last phone call : KL. Feeling pissed with him now. (Wasted 15 mins of my time!)
last song you listened to : Whatsername by Green Day
last bubble bath : Never had one.
last time you cried : Monday night. Dun ask.
last thing you ate : Chocolate. *smiles*
last bad thing you did : Shopping. And spending lotsa money.
(8) have you evers
have you ever dated one of your best friend : No. But since i dun exactly have many guy best friends...
have you ever been arrested : No. What do you take me for, some kinda juvenile delinquent?
have you been skinny dipped : What the hell is that!?
have you ever been on a limo : Yeah. In my dreams.
have you ever cheated : Dun remember. (And even if i did, i wouldn't be telling.)
have you ever been in love : Um...Yeah.
have you ever been in a car accident : Nope.
have you ever broken a bone : Nuh-uh.
(7) things you are wearing
A red shirt. Black shorts. Specs. Jacket. (Wait, that's only 4?!)
(6) things you've done today
Netball training. Waited for KL at JE. Went home and had lunch. Showered. Went shopping for clothes. Blogging.
(5) favourite things
Friends. Reading. SMSing. Family. Music.
(4) people you tell almost everything to
Shao Xun. Um...Priscilla? (Though not really EVERYTHING. Sorry pris.) Gosh, there doesn't seem to be anyone else.
(3) choices
black or white : Black. (But i'm not really that dark and gloomy...)
hot or cold : Cold. 'Cause you'd have the excuse to ask for a hug. =)
chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate. Duh. Who in their right mind would choose vanilla?!
(2) things you want to do before you die
Marry the guy i love. Get rich. Duh.
(1) thing you regret
Not being bolder.
Done: 5/6/08
Here's another one:
1. At what age do you want to get married?
I should hope that it happens before i'm 30. Else i'd rather be single.
2. What do you want to do most now?
Teleport...somewhere. Like, you know. In 'Jumper'.
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Um. The person who trusts me the most?
4. Are you happy with your current life?
Well...I can think of a million ways it could improve, but right now? Yeah, more or less.
5. If you can have a dream come true, what is it?
I told you, it's unprintable.
6. If you can have another dream come true, what will it be?
To have everyone else's dreams to come true. Except for any that will contradict mine. Ha.
7. What are you afraid of now?
Nothing, really. And even if i WAS afraid of something, i wouldn't say. That'll be my weakness, the chink in my armour out in the open. Not happening. (Paranoid, i know. But you can't really blame me.)
8. Who do you cherish the most?
People who care about me. No, not those who pretend to care. I'm sure whoever they are, they have a pretty good idea.
9. If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
If it complicates our current relationship (friends, acquaintances, whatever), no. I'm not making the same mistake twice.
10. How would you spend 200 bucks if you have to?
That's rather little... LOL. I think i'd go for a meal. Something expensive, with a couple of friends. Then go shopping with whatever's left. (Yes, it occurred to me that i could save it. No, i'm not gonna go against my principle of "spend first, talk later".)
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love me. Care for me. Trust me. (Come to think of it, he must be trustworthy too. At least to me.)
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Petty people. Irritating people. People who break promises. People who have bad attitude and do nothing about it.
13. Do you cherish every single one of your relationships?
Yeah. Very much. What's the point of a relationship if it's like, half-hearted?
14. Would you rather be alone or in a group?
I'd like people to think i'm a sociable person but most of the time? I'd rather be alone.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
Love.
16. If you get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?
Something that i've done myself. My job, maybe. I want to have earned it instead of getting it from others. (Yeah, independent, i know.)
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
You mean now? This minute? There isn't much stuff to be tried out, is there? But yeah, i think i'd try something new. I dun particularly like routines.
18. Why do you think you have friends?
It's my irresistable charm... Nah. I'm not that egoistic/ mock arrogant, whichever you prefer. Honestly? I dun know. I should think i wouldn't have any friends. Just look at the kind of person i am: some attention-seeking emo who takes every chance to be sarcastic. I wonder what my friends see in me.
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Nothing. No, seriously. I like myself just the way i am. If someone doesn't like me, tough. You either like me or you dun. And if you dun, just get the hell outta my life. I'm sure i dun need people like those around.
20. If you are dying in a day's time, what will you do?
Those things that i've always wanted to do, but couldn't? Those places i've always wanted to go to, but couldn't? Those words i always wanted to say, but haven't? Yeah. All that. Or maybe i'll live the day normally and die quietly. In some remote place. No one has to know, right? And not many would care.
21. Tag 8 people.
Nah. I shan't.
Done: 6/6/08
And the last quiz...
3 names you go by
- Yuyan
- Fishball (It's not my fault you people can't pronounce my name properly. It's a very cultured name okay?!)
- Psychopath (Okay, so it was only for a short while at the start of last year. Who cares. I mean, i can't think of anything else.)
3 screennames you have had
- Arya
- YY
- that girl (Fine. So i give up. I admit. Go ahead. Laugh/ spread rumors/ whatever.)
3 physical things you like about yourself
- Height
- Eyes (If you look really closely, i actually have double eyelids. Applause, please. Who would have thought?)
- Hair
3 parts of your heritage
- Height
- Temper
- Um, my character. Kinda.
3 things that scare you
- The future (Uncertainty and such. Y'know.)
- Rejection (Who can blame me?)
- Loss
3 of your everyday essentials
- Mobile phone. I seriously can't live without it. I dun understand how you people can reply SMSes after like, a day or something. One word: LAG.
- Clothes. Duh. Who doesn't need 'em? (Wait. Dun tell me. I dun wanna know.)
- My blank wall. Or armour, or pretenses or whatever you wanna call them. It ain't physical, but it's very important. How do you think i managed to get through days of emotional crap and still seem so happy? (Though i'm breaking down more often these days. Must be getting rusty.)
3 things you are wearing right now
- Pink shirt.
- White shorts.
- Red jacket.
3 of your favourite bands or musical artists
- Avril Lavigne
- Fall Out Boy
- Linkin Park (I know, you must be thinking, WTH. The girl likes these two bands?!)
3 of your favourite songs
- When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
- Me and You by Fall Out Boy (Forgot the long, long title.)
- Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park
(See a pattern?)
3 things you want in a relationship
- Love.
- Trust.
- Romantic dates. (What, i'm not allowed to be shallow and bimbo-ish for once?)
2 truths and 1 lie (in no particular order)
- I sometimes feel sucidal.
- I may be the luckiest girl in the world. (At least, that's what it is to me.)
- I'm not enthu.
3 physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you
- Shoulders.
- Hands/ arms.
- Hair.
3 of your favourite hobbies
- Reading.
- SMSing.
- Thinking and fantasizing. (I'm not saying about what.)
3 things you want to do badly right now
- SMS someone.
- Have someone SMS me.
- Um. I choose to publicise the lesser of the two evils: i wanna see someone badly.
3 careers you're considering/you've considered
- Animal rights activist (Is that even a job? And that was when i was younger and crazy about animals. Now, SO much more cynical.)
- Doctor (Maybe.)
- Teacher
3 places you want to go on vacation
- Japan (Even though i've been there before.)
- U. S. A. (More specifically, New York)
- Europe (Tour of it, which must include at least 3 different countries. *smiles*)
3 names you like
They dun HAVE to be girls' names or English names only right?
- Ryan (Sorry...)
- Miyuki (It's random. Dun ask.)
- Gaia (Anyone who have read 'Fearless' should know.)
3 things you want to do before you die
Actually there's so much stuff i wanna do... LOL.
- Get married. To my true love. (Idealist, i know.)
- Have a successful career.
- See a rainbow. (Yes, i know. And no, i haven't seen a rainbow up till now.)
3 ways you are stereotyping a boy
Wait, you talking about me or in general? I'm gonna assume it's about me, since i'm such an egoist.
- I DO NOT like wearing skirts/ dresses. In fact i dun even own a dress. LOL.
- I'm more "shuang kuai" than most. (read: not petty)
- I've never put on make-up in the whole 14 years of my life. (Until Pris decided i should, for OM. But then ZH did too.)
3 ways you are stereotyping a girl
- I "squeal over allegedly cute stuff". (Though not as much as some.)
- I take over half an hour in the bathroom every morning.
- I like shuai guys. (So unless i'm a guy who's gay, i'm most certainly a girl.)
3 celeb crushes
Sheesh.
Not everyone chooses to go crazy over some guy whom they hardly know, other than through portrayal of characters or songs. But i suppose if i must...
Daniel Radcliffe was kinda cute.
But not anymore. More's the pity. And i really can't think of anyone else i actually cared enough. Even the above mentioned actor only caught my attention 'cause of the movie contents. Not his looks or whatever.
3 people that I would like to see take this quiz
- SX (Though i doubt you'd be bored enough to do it.)
- KL (Pity he doesn't have a blog. LOL.)
- Uh. Jerian?
I'm putting guys down 'cause i'm assuming most of the girls (or those who matter, anyway) have done this quiz. Or whatever reason you all wanna think.
Done: 9/6/08
That's all for now. Might do that 100 question quiz on Priscilla's blog tommorow.
Later.
Friday, June 6
Crying doesn't help, but god, it does feel good after that
Hmm. Dun actually feel as emo and sad and disillusioned as yesterday night, when i was writing the poem. But heck, since i've written it, i might as well post it so that everyone can have a good time laughing at what a total idiot i am. For thinking i could write poetry.
Silver moon shines in the sky/ I look up, thinking/ We're under the same bright moon
Howling winds, pitch black night sky/ Looming misery/ Threatens to overwhelm me
Storm clouds on the horizon/ Lightning streaks across/ Strikes a solitary tree
I would i were that lone tree/ You, blazing fire/ Around me, yet not quite there
Keep me safe from lashing rain/ Burn me, smouldering/ Till all that's left are ashes
Veil of smoke parted to show/ Grey snowflakes swirling/ "Long gone, never coming back"
Ghosts of past memories/ Floating in my head/ Fading into nothingness
There. Now i feel..."oddly at peace with the world", to borrow a phrase. Must be some kinda emotional outlet sorta thing, poetry. Or my version of poetry. Go laugh your ass off and see if i care. At least i feel better. LOL.
Later.
Silver moon shines in the sky/ I look up, thinking/ We're under the same bright moon
Howling winds, pitch black night sky/ Looming misery/ Threatens to overwhelm me
Storm clouds on the horizon/ Lightning streaks across/ Strikes a solitary tree
I would i were that lone tree/ You, blazing fire/ Around me, yet not quite there
Keep me safe from lashing rain/ Burn me, smouldering/ Till all that's left are ashes
Veil of smoke parted to show/ Grey snowflakes swirling/ "Long gone, never coming back"
Ghosts of past memories/ Floating in my head/ Fading into nothingness
There. Now i feel..."oddly at peace with the world", to borrow a phrase. Must be some kinda emotional outlet sorta thing, poetry. Or my version of poetry. Go laugh your ass off and see if i care. At least i feel better. LOL.
Later.
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